Everybody Falls Sometimes

"Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes, and make a new beginning...

but you are stronger, stronger than you know...

It doesn't matter what you've heard,
Impossible is not a word.
It's just a reason for someone not to try.
Everybody's scared to death,
When they decide to take that step,
Out on the water.
But it'll be alright...

I've seen hope that doesn't ever end,
Even when the sky is falling...

Overcome the odds,
When you don't have a chance...

That's what faith can do"
-What Faith Can Do by Kutless

     For those of you who have never heard this song, I encourage you to listen to it. I find it extremely inspiring, especially recently with the really hard days I go through.
I kind of feel like I need to get out my frustration but I don't want it to be on something so open to the public. So I posted some of the lyrics to this song instead to give myself something to talk about.

Brilliant Day!

So I don't have a lot to say about today, except that it was very fun. Or at least it was after school. Last day of the semester so I had a couple of finals which I did better on than I anticipated. Then after school I had a school basketball game to go to.

First, I went with Chris and my sister Camille to Cold Stone and got their Cinnamon Bun flavor which tastes like your eating granulated sugar straight with some cinnamon! It was very good though, but I would only get small sizes if I were you haha ;)
Then I stopped by the Bath and Body Works also inside the mall and bought me some Midnight Pomegranate lotion! Mmmmm I love pomegranate and mango smelling things =]

After that we hit up the girls and boys basketball games. Our teams won both games! Go T-wolves!
Mr. Morris had a concert he was performing in that night up in Salt Lake, so he left me and the other bassoon players in charge of running the pep band. I was a little worried at first, but it went well, especially with LuSeba and Ninja's help. I had so much fun that night just being crazy and cheering so loudly I started losing my voice. We also learned a new cheer that day and it's fun to do because you pretend to ride a rollercoaster. Chris Clegg, Janette, and Kyla also all came and played along! I love those guys and miss them at school now that they're in college and all. I love all my friends a ton.

Finally Some Good News

And now the moment you've all been waiting for! After a hard week back to school, I managed to survive through to super Sunday :]
Today was very rewarding. I had a two hour Presidency meeting with girls who I just love and enjoy working with. We really had fun coming up with an idea for a skit to perform at New Beginnings come February. It's kind of a neat fairytale with real life application and a princess, but I can't tell you anymore!
Then in sacrament meeting today I had the privilege of giving a talk on repentance. Haha it was far too short but ward members claim it was good and I got a lot out of my reading anyway.
After the third hour block I conducted BYC and found out I can still go youth conference and girl's camp this year even though I will be graduating!

I got a lot done today and look forward to accomplishing more this week. I feel so happy and it's great!

5 more months - but who's counting?

So I only have 5 months left of my high school career. ISN'T THAT CRAZY!?!!
  
     I feel like my life is a theme park - sometimes I have good days where I am just walking around the park looking at things or winning little prizes but other times I am on the most sickening terrifying ride anyone could possibly design.
     I am kinda frustrated with school right now, mostly the grade aspect of it. I am nearly failing some classes and the truly frustrating part is knowing that it is all because I started to slack off! I thought I had senioritis back last year and even the year before, but you don't know how truly bad it can be until you are the senior.

I still have lots of good stuff to look forward to and I can always do better. So I can say I am excited for a new semester and a brand new year!

Sometimes life is a big hairy mess and all I can do is make like a vacuum and suck it up

Man those days were you just feel so down on yourself and for no reason at all are really hard to get through. And I even woke up happy but it was not to last. Thank goodness for church, the gospel, and super fantabulous friends to help me out!

And most of all, I am grateful for my loving Heavenly Father's support and care. I am glad he loves me so much that he'll keep on loving me even when I seem to fail at life.